Film Story Writer

'What happened next?

"The hero did not think that this would happen. It does not happen what he thinks. It's going to be what he does not think. "

My favourite hero Kalyan Babu and his son Chaitanya sitting in the sofa opposite to me and listening  the story. I have been waiting for this opportunity for a long time.  it is sheer luck  for me and not everyone get this chance. The hero of the great heroes  is  in front of me and I am lucky to narrate  a story exclusively created keeping him in mind  to get a chance of becoming a film writer of established production company.

Can you please Stop telling the story? ' Kalyan babu paused our discussion for a while.

"What happened Sir?"

"Two ways ahead of him. Would he leave his wife for his son, who is his only life and death , or is he going to leave his son for a wife who is responsible for his life?"

I am still looking forward to hero Kalyan Babu as I am telling  the story of 'Turn of the Events',
almost reaching climax scenes .

Time passed  for two hours. This is Lunch time. I have been telling   the story since  nine o'clock in the morning. I am very grateful to both of  them for listening to my story so patiently.


"How did he make his decision as a father? What are the reasons for making such a sacrifice for his son? What happens in the climax? "

Kalyan Babu was in a hurry mood.

The hero got up and said, 'The shooting is timed! My schedule is from the morning. Will  you come back next  week? Your story is so innovative. Our final decision depends upon climax  " he said.

'' Thank you very much  sir .. for patiently hearing my story. I will come next Sunday at the same time and will narrate climax of my story " I told him so humbly.

'' Next Sunday I have a few schedules. This is our PA phone number. Let's phone him. "

Hero Kalyan Babu and his son Chaitanya  went in a Mercedes car.

I'm waiting for the auto outside the Studio to reach my flat at Krishna nagar.

I had to wait for the weekend to come .

On Sunday , I fully prepared myself, neatly dressed, polished my shoe shining, very anxious , tensed  to meet the hero .

I called up PA of Kalyan Babu to enquire about hero appointment.

'' Hello ... Am I speaking to PA of Kalyan Babu Pl ?  ''

'' Yes ​​.. who are you? '' the other side a loud voice is heard.

'' I am Murthy , a story writer ... I have  appointment with Kalyan Babu today. Sir, I want to meet Hero "

'' Murthy ... big story writers do not get appointment of the Hero. He is busy with the  director.. You may not get his  appointment today . The hero is very busy"

PA appears to be  a bit worse for me.

'' Hello Sir, Hero was very much  impressed. Last Sunday he and his son heard my story synopsis. I was asked to meet him today"

"So you come to Nataraj studio," he said.

I was very happy. I prayed all the Gods and rendered all Slokas silently . I took a owe that I will pay a visit to Tirupati to offer my hair in a spiritual tonsuring ceremony at the hills.

As I thought, I reached the studio in time . Tight Security around the Gates are stopping the people .Those who have passes are permitted.

"Sir .. My name is Murthy .. I want to meet Kalyan Babu PA. Will the phone be made? " I requested  Security in charge.

He looked at me and phoned  saying "Well, sir."

'' You wait a couple of minutes Sir...He seems to be busy . ''

Waiting under a wall in the sun outside, Time passed  for two hours.I  met with security personnel.

"It's been two hours back since I met you , nothing is heard " I said to security in charge.

Four in the evening, six, eight, and ten' O ' clock in the night. I did not get any call from the studio. I couldn't have lunch also.

My efforts to meet my Hero went in vain.

No phone number connecting Hero PA or Hero'

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I got a chicken call  from my mobile.
I was in deep  sleep through out the night .

Is it? Is it true? Is itn't true?

Still I feel like talking to Kayan Babu.

On the opposite side of  my cot,  the bundles of papers are laughing at me as I filled in all bunch of papers with my film  story at that  night.  The story of ' Bendu ' cinema written by me and the conspicuous name written on the  script file laughing at me.

I lately realised that  it was my fantasy dream in the night.



Rao vbm



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EPIC OF SOIL

Epic of Soil
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At the times when first monsoon arrives
Drizzling rain drops makes earth  refresh
Catching soil fragrance with great aroma
With my two palms making a bowl
Writing my epic of soil

Trampling wet fields
Making soil ready for plants
My beloved farmers
Dancing on the wet fields
Flowers are blossoming on their soiled feet
I am touching their feet as a mark of respect
Writing my epic of soil

Wearing silver bracelets
Their hands making waves of sounds
My beloved women in the fields
Sowing plants in the wet fields
Touching their feet as a mark of respect
Writing my song of soil

Clay trampled feet
Could create wonderful pots
Clay took the shapes
The creator , the potter
Touching his feet as a mark of respect
Writing my poem of soil

Sleeping soil , eating soil
Walking soil , living soil
Making soil as their soul
I bow my head to their affinity with soil
Writing my lyric of soil

Witnessing red soil that glued
To the roots of peanut plants
Witnessing black soil that glued
To the roots of sugar cane plants
The particles of soil
Are my alphabets to my poem

Born in soil
Brought up in soil
Dying in soil
I dedicate my poem to such saints
Who spared their life for mother earth

I am not searching for normal people
To dedicate my poem
I am in search of  people
Who breathe the air of soil
Who shaped their life in the soil
Who does penance in their fields
Who lives in nature
Die for nature
Waiting for such people
To dedicate my poem for ever.

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Rao vbm


My Telugu poem ' Matti Vedam'  translated in English by me

   

28.04.2018

WHITHER DIFFERENCE?

Some times I feel why some people are so aggressive and radical ?. Some times the behavior of some people  is not convinced to me properly. I saw a top Guruji who appears to be DESCIPLE OF SAI is very kind to his devotees or followers. He not only wish all his followers with his divine grace but also gives very costly gifts .The same Guruji , when a hapless beggar asks for alms at traffic signals , abuses beggar and says' the Govt. should ban begging and  I hate this beggars and its menace'. I really wonder God should show mercy to all and kind to all human beings and animals .But this baba was so unkind to them , he was reluctant to see them , did not peep from out of his air conditioned car. But this baba , had plenty of money out of contributions by rich followers. He established so many asrams in international level.

In second incident , I saw recently a baba called 'porlu dandala swamy 'who rolled himself traveling 2500 km so far in the name of God. I saw people just watching and never spared even one rupee for his noble cause, including me . why is this happening?

This baba is penniless and expects nothing from the people. That baba was richest and expects five star hotel facilities , air conditioned cars and flights tickets from his devotees.

Then who is correct and who is the Messenger of God? Interestingly both the babas are having a lot of followers.

I saw an ardent devotee of baba once upon a time , suddenly started to hate the same baba , because he could not solve his problems. I do not think babas will solve all our problems. How a baba can solve a problem of getting a USA son - in -law or owning a skoda car or a bungalow at Beverley Hills?

These are one's own karmas, I believe. But I saw some people say that they got wealth and health after meeting some babas. How far is it correct?
A man to become a baba or servant of God shall possess the three basic qualities.

1. Loving all irrespective of status, caste, color both humans and animals
2.kindness and mercy to all
3.sat - chida- anandam
I feel Mother Theresa was a saint after Sai Baba of Shirdi. Those are living examples. They never cared for their self and lived for others.

Jai Ganesha

I WILL REBORN AGAIN AS A TREE

I WILL REBORN AGAIN AS A TREE

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And we need to be  exploded like a Nuclear Bomb!

 Should   become another fierce  Tsunami!

Must roar like  Lion  and bounce like a  Tiger!

The unfortunate victmised hapless Nirbhayas

Must send these bastards to gallows

And these rapists have to go alive to the cemetery!

Kidnapping innocent babies and children

 The mafia murderers must be shown their hell

The working women in the office molested by  Rougue Superiors

 Must see them hanging in public

 The bigots cowardly forcing  children into prostitution

Teach them a lesson with the  crucifixion !

Forgetting  the sanctity of marriage

Lust makes them blind  for even incest sex

 These sadists  hands and legs must be taken off

 Strangely fierce characters in the civilised society must be eliminated

I'm  running against the tidal waves of  the oceans

My pen speaks volumes of untold stories

Their misery, Their supression, Their opression

 On the peaks of the lava mountains

I'm going to be buried and burned

And would become ash  again in this soil

I will reborn again as a tree to see a new society that is cleansed!

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bhanu varanasi/ 14.08.2018

ARE GODS REALLY HAPPY?

PART II


ARE GODS REALLY HAPPY?

Some times I feel that relationship with the people is necessary or not. Because relationship means a strong bond between two or more people. That relation ship should not collapse for silly reasons .I feel there is no true relationship in this world without any gains monetary or physically. You are pampering your children   and investing hundreds of thousands of rupees on your children because at later old days you think that they will be helpful to you. Children may take care or may not take care after you become old. That is the different matter. What I mean to say that, in this world , nothing is selflessly done in the process of giving and  taking.

Parents love their children more than anybody in this world. But children wont give the same  love after they become older because their priorities would change on their families  .Not only parent – children relationship, it would effect , it effects on every relationship. Teacher - student, Doctor – patient ,Owner - servant and Guru - Sishya.

In Hindu epic , ' MAHA BHARAT' , Guru dronacharya   asks Ekalvya ( His student) to present his thumb of right hand as Guru Dakshina (presentation) so that he can not win against pandavas in the war. This type of relationship is certainly motivated by malafied  intention. But what type of relationship should we maintain with God?. In Hindu religion we can get God's Blessings by offering something to God as  'nyvedya' means offering with dishes made up of mixing of banana, jaggery, honey, milk and ghee . Does it mean that GOD will be happy only when you offer something in kind or cash. With out  offerings , can,t we reach God?. I  feel  that , we human beings , would offer to God because we think GOD also behaves like a human being expecting something from human beings? Existence is the truth and non -existence is the untruth. We believe so confidently that we should appease the power which is existingly non- existing .Because We accept truth untruthfully. Existence of God is not experienced by common people like us . It is only a powerful imagination of human beings and listening to the great experiences of great people. Since we have not literally experienced the existence of God , We do believe that , God is existing. If we believe that God is existing , we will certainly try to know where about of Him. According to Hindu scriptures  GOD is not  living in one of the 14 planets He is omni -present and immortal and also existing  everywhere. He is existing in our mortal bodies and leaves us along with our soul. So try to search and build relationship with your soul and body,, so that you can see the God with in you.

Under these context, does the relationship with God   necessary , as God is with in us .

ARE GODS HAPPY?

ARE GODS HAPPY ?

Man will never be happy whatever he accomplished simply because he is unnatural , away from nature's principles

PART I

Desires are the root cause for the sadness and misery. But if desires are not fulfilled, we are outdated and out of the race. If we are not running with the crowd we are out in the game. If we can not catch the bus, we will miss the bus and will never reach the destination. 

To some extent man must be possessive in the sense to acquire materialistic things, to develop the relations with the people , to be  possessive of  the kith and kin , to control the family. 

Depression starts when a man can not reach the above goals nor control the things. Then  man will turn to GOD and blame him for his inability.

Destiny is the another word we use for every act we do. I believe behind thedestiny ,there is another act to do that is hard work and effort. If we do not put our effort, we can not reach the goal. If we put our efforts and failed in the attempt , that is destiny , I believe.

Lord krishna says in Geetha ABOUT THE KARMA in an excellent way.

Truly say I am not yet on spiritual path. My mind is craving for so many things , to posses materialistic wealth rather than spiritual wealth.

If I have a flat , I feel I do not have  an independent house.If my children are pursuing higher studies, I feel they are not attempting Foreign Courses.If I am blessed with a good job. I feel I am not getting another post or I feel I am not getting other's  post  where he appears to be enjoying.

Resulting effect is mental unrest and depression. because if I am not happy, my wife is not happy , there by children are not happy . If I am not happy , my colleagues are not happy , there by society is not happy.

If I am not happy , my neighbors are not happy .Thereby creating an environment where we are all not happy. Why is this happening? The aggregate of negative vibrations of all together creates a storm of unrest thereby frustration in the society.

I am not happy because I am not getting what I want. I am not able to pray God  happily because , He is not giving me what I want.

The God gave me enough education and knowledge , decent living and happy life. Still I am not happy BECAUSE I CRAVE FOR UNKNOWN THINGS.

Last but not least ' Are Gods Happy ? ' as God  created a most unrealisic , unnatural himan beings on the earth.
 

A TOMB AWAY FROM VILLAGE

Her face dived into firewood stove

Mother cooked food in an earthen pot

Fire wood smoke choked her heart

Her body remained a skeleton

Flesh and muscles disappeared

With half stomach she condemned hunger

Suffered all the times with in

 filled our stomach full of best food ever

Keeping herself with water filled stomach

We swear with the straw filled hut

We swear with the smoke raising over the hut

We know her pleasant face ever

Not letting us to know her sufferings

The river of tears would flow for a life time

 tears soaked saree would tell her miseries

The fire wood collected from forest

 her hands and legs boozing with blood

Flowers of happiness were blossoming in her face

Wrinkled face covering her pains and sufferings

Mother waist like a bow down with old age

She gave us light keeping herself in darkness

Her eyes are oceans of miseries

We couldn’t understand her agony

Her wrinkled body

Like a soiled air bag used in a furnace

The cracks in her feet

Would always tried to break poverty

The time when we understood the mother’s sacrifices

She became a tomb away from my village.